Showing posts with label goodbye. Show all posts
Showing posts with label goodbye. Show all posts
CurlyManu
Through the harsh wind I press on
Slow steps and careful footing

Steady and weak
I strive after your shadow far ahead

The leaves fall furious and dizzy all around me
The branches yelling an unkind warning
The path that lay ahead is obscure and dangerous
Yet I call back to them the necessity to bring a word to you

Cold and slow the tears burn my cheeks
As I walk ahead through this selfish storm
I fall behind and struggle to find you

Desperate to reach you
The word bleeding in the back of my throat

As I reach a shore the sinking sand grips my feet
And far I see your shadow trapped amongst the high angry waves
Your face happy and your body healed

The trees tug at my clothes and tear my skin harshly
The leaves tangle my hair as the wind clasps my wrists
Even the sands restrained my ankles enough to sink my toes

They warn me I cannot pursue you further
For you go where no one can follow

At last I can fight them no more so I scream to the sea
Goodbye
And hope you hear me
CurlyManu
After a long fight with colon cancer my uncle passed away this morning having gone into a coma just 2 days ago...
Now you and Tannie Riennie can finally catch up
CurlyManu
Like a blossom in the dew, my hands are cold
My lips have run dry
And the endless wind chills my bones

A whistle of the trees and the stillness of the birds
Makes me cry for I am lonely

A longing so deep fills my heart and keeps it from stopping
My mind is slow and my thoughts can do no more
Than repeat to me "I am lost"

I try to walk and fight the night
But my strength has given up on me
I lie to my soul and tell her I can make it
She feigns a smile but doesn't believe me

And in my eyes I see a light
That doesn't warm and doesn't scare me
It shines no hope for it is only the moon
Trying to cheer me

In vain I walk and search
For he will never find me
And then my mind
Will play a trick on me:

In the cold I'll see him stand
And his eyes will find mine
I feel his warmth and as I smile
My heart will cry for he knows they are tricking me

The tears freeze in the wind
But I am happy
Because my final words he will hear
And forever know I loved him

And as the sun rises my soul will fly
Deceived and happy
forever longing and searching and waiting
Until the day he joins me